Derelict-Compendium

How Quake changed my life forever.

2011-09-24T10:04:00.006-04:00

Recently I saw this article on Rock Paper Shotgun and realized, wow I am not the only person in the world who has had his life changed by one video game. Even more interesting, this person had a bit of a life altering experience thanks to the same game.

I realize how ridiculous it sounds to say "Quake changed my life," but it honestly did.

So let's go back to 1996, I am 24 years old and living with two really great friends, one is a software engineer just out of Case Western Reserve University, and the other is a successful entrepreneur/electronics buff/all around PC geek who rebuilds terminals, resells them, and makes a good living doing it.

What am I doing? Oh I am a guy who barely graduated high school, matter of fact I don't think I legitimately earned my high school diploma...I think someone at the school decided I should just be let out into the world. I am a glorified painter, who calls himself an artist, with no formal art education who gets to work on murals from time to time.

I can recall being in high school and sitting with my guidance counselor after a particularly lack luster semester's performance. I am sure she had good intentions, and was trying the best she could to motivate me. She told me, if I did not get better grades and buckle down I might wind up homeless on the streets. I of course found this to be a bit shocking, and being so close to graduation I pretty much assumed I was going to be relegated to a job no one would like and doing my drawings when I had the spare time.

I always loved to draw, listen to hard rock/metal, read too many violent Dark Horse/Lobo Comics, and had an insane/nerdy fascination with Star Trek, Star Wars, Aliens, Predator, Terminator, Lord of the Rings, and just about any dark Sci-Fi/Fantasy style movie or book you could imagine. The kind of stuff that most people think is really cool now, but would immediately relegate you to punching bag status, and honestly not very cool with the chicks back then.

Following graduation I was an obnoxious guy, loud and just trying to have a good time all the while working as a tradesman in residential painting. Most of my days included at least 8 hours with some of the most right wing conservative Christian people you could possibly imagine. Using the word shit could get a "you need to spend more time with Jesus." reaction. It was an odd experience sometimes, but a few of these guys were very generous and provided me, a kid who had very little direction, with patience, a steady paycheck, solid work ethic, an understanding of quality craftsmanship, and the ability to live on my own and help my then fiance, now wife of 13 years through her undergrad. I don't know that I helped her so much as I bought the beer and food, she is incredibly motivated and far more intelligent than I am, she really didn't need any helping.

So I am living with my two buddies Nick and Pete, they both have PCs and I am saving up my cash for a PC so I can play Doom and Dune II guilt free, but I never seem to be able to put the coins together in a timely enough manner to purchase one. I feel guilty because I am always logging hours on their machines, and feel like I am annoying...but the pull of video games is so strong.

Sometimes the painting work dries up and I have to sit home for a few days, or a week in some cases and eat into my savings to pay the bills. Another time the car dies and I manage to convince myself to take on a payment for a pickup truck I could barely afford...in other words, the PC is not getting bought and spare cash is not readily available.

On a Friday night Nick comes home and says to Pete, hey I have QTest and they immediately go down the basement and magically "install" QTest on Pete's 486DX2, the fastest of their 2 machines at that time. I was hooked, from the very first moment I was given the keyboard and played Quake I was completely hooked. I say "magically installed" because at this point Windows 95 is just out, and everything has to be run through Dos commands which baffles me because I understand nothing about file structure, paths, or how a PC even works. I learn enough to launch Quake and change my yawspeed (this is before I knew about +mlook.)

What I did know was that Quake was so atmospheric, moody, and scary that I quickly forgot about Doom. I would turn off the lights in the basement and play QTest for hours after my roommates had gone off to bed and my wife was upstairs diligently studying towards her Bachelors.

A few months went by and Quake finally arrived on store shelves. I still did not have my own PC, and to my shock and dismay a 486DX2 would not run Quake fullscreen MP very well. If I wanted to get the full Quake experience I was going to have to shell out more money than I could imagine to get a new Pentium class PC.

Thankfully my roommate was kind enough to allow me to play Quake on his new Pentium machine from time to time, and the 486DX2 was just fast enough to run Quake MP in a window about the size of a postage stamp...which is what I did.

I played Quake on that 486 with the window the size of a stamp for hours, I played SP and I played MP. It did not matter that the game world was tiny on that 15 inch monitor, I just needed that window into the world of Quake. My imagination filled in all the gaps, I was so engaged with the setting I came up with my own stories in my head of what might be going on in that world. id had left the story incredibly vague, so the world of Quake was this creepy place that I imagined my own stories around and layered ideas on top of.

After about a year or two the lease on our house was up, and one of my friends built himself a new house, while the other moved into an apartment. I decided to move back in with my parents to save some cash for my upcoming wedding, and eventually I was able to get myself a PC, but only by caving in and putting the cost on a credit card I should not have put the charge on. This of course only led me deeper down the rabbit hole of Quake and Ben Morris' Worldcraft level editor. (Some of you might know it as Hammer these days as Valve purchased the rights to it from Ben ages ago.)

I still recall the day I sat in my room with my younger brother and fired up a Quake level editor for the first time. I think it was either Qed, or Qoole... I sat there and stared at what looked like the most complicated user interface I had ever seen. Now you have to remember, this is the guy who barely made it through high school. I don't know that I ever took a math course more advanced than Algebra, and I forgot anything I learned the moment I left the room each day.

Suddenly I am sitting here staring at 4 windows, X, Y, Z, and something that looks like the player view in Quake. The only thing I could think at the time was, WTF is X, Y, Z?

Thank god my younger brother Josh, who shares my addiction to video games to this day, happened to be sitting there with me. Thank god Josh actually paid attention in school, took a geometry course, and thank god he had no fear of experimenting with the software at all. If he had not been there that day, I might have closed the editor and never opened it again, just figuring I wasn't smart enough for this computer games stuff, so I'll just go back to Deathmatch.

Instead the two of us sat there for hours, figuring out what a brush was, how to put a texture on it, how to place lights in the scene, how to get a monster in the game (a wireframe box in the editor) I still recall the first time we compiled a box room and saw a big error message that said "Leaked." We thought for sure our box wouldn't work, but it did...so we ignored that "Leaked Crap" for now. At the start of it all, we did it together.

At some point late into the night, I got tired and had to work the next day; I was forced to go to sleep. I woke up at 7am the next morning to see my younger brother still sitting at the PC looking weary, tired, and incredibly addicted. He never went to bed, and had built what looked like a crazy spiral stair case to hell...with jumping Shamblers in a lava pit at the bottom.

We were both hooked...I was pissed I had to go to work and he was probably going to sit at my computer all day and build maps. I was pissed of course at my situation, not him.

For the next year or two I spent every moment of my free time in Worldcraft making Quake maps. My younger brother went off to school and his interest in Quake Mappery died off with his responsibility to classes and lack of a PC to work on. Some members of my family seemed to get annoyed with me, with the exception of my wife, over my new addiction. My wife was incredibly supportive and allowed me the time other women would demand of their partner to edit Quake Maps.

I found myself sketching levels, drawing out floor plans, coming up with ways to create new traps and trying to figure out how to properly trigger events and get solid gameplay going. Around the same time I got married, moved into an apartment with my new wife, and was getting very tired of the kinds of silliness going on at my painting job.

It seemed the more time I spent on the PC, interacting with people online, soaking up all of the Quake/PC knowledge I could find, the more lame my regular job that consumed 8 hours of my day felt. Each day was a struggle to get out of bed and pull myself away from what I was loving, only to go into work to do something that began to feel less and less valuable. I was also working for some incredibly wealthy people and it quickly became apparent to me that there were socio-economic/class issues I did not like about being a decorative artist/painter.

It took about two years for me to get the nerve to post one of my levels online. By this point Quake 2 was out, dial-up was in, and I was knee deep in the Quake 2 engine and assets. All the while feeling like the heart and soul of Quake 2 was missing and lacked something visceral and intense. I released my first Quake 2 level titled Retaliatory Strike, and expected harsh criticism. I was scared to death people would not like it, and feared the negative feedback I would receive.

My fears proved to be unfounded and I was pretty happy with of all the kind words being said about my work. I found the positive reviews and emails people sent telling me how much they liked my maps to be incredibly rewarding. In fact it was far more rewarding than any paycheck after a week of filling nail holes and caulking cracks could be. This eventually led me to lose my fear entirely and polish up some of my Quake maps/ideas and put them out there for people to play. All the while slowly realizing that if I could, I would spend all day and all night working on my maps. I had to tear myself away in order to make sure to give my wife, friends and family the attention they deserved.

I still recall the day my wife came home and said, we have saved up a good chunk of money, maybe we should start looking at houses. I thought this could be cool, lots of our friends have houses and they seem happy with them. I of course had no idea how much a house actually costs. We decided to make an appointment with the bank and get an idea if we were even able to get a home loan. Up until this point the only loan I had was for my Pickup Truck, and I think I had some unrealistic expectations of how long it takes to pay for a house.

The day we went to the bank was an especially nasty afternoon at work. When the bank representative started talking about 30 year mortgage rates I had the realization then and there; I could not possibly spend the rest of my life doing something I woke up and dreaded going to do each and every day.

It still had not occurred to me I could actually do games for a living...I barely graduated high school. Even my guidance counselor had assured me, if I didn't get good grades I wouldn't be able to do anything with myself. I was destined to the trades, or a fast food restaurant. I just was not smart enough.

Thankfully my wife did not share my sentiments. She encouraged me to look into schools, people make video games for a living and why on earth couldn't I do the same thing? Thousands of people were downloading my Quake levels and a few of them were sending me emails to say how much they liked them. Looking back it's a good thing she did not see the limitations I saw for myself, my wife picked me up and pushed me to try something I did not think I was capable of. Months later I was enrolled part time in a local community college, and began a long 6 year journey to my eventual 5 year BFA from the Cleveland Institute of Art, which eventually led me to a Cleveland area post production facility, EA Chicago, Raven, and finally Epic Games.

So Quake really did change my life. Quake was an approachable piece of technology, and the tools were simple enough for an artist with enough persistence to struggle through and learn the ropes. The fact that the engine and resources were open gave me the ability to see assets created by the original creators, as well as all of the additional content being churned out online. I could experiment and bring my own ideas to life and there was an entire sub-culture and community online line which supported and surrounded this pursuit.

Quake really did help change my life. It taught me if I wanted something bad enough I had to get out there and do it myself. It taught me how to type so I could communicate online, it taught me how to seek out information and familiarized me with the inner workings of a PC. Most of all I learned not to give up, to push myself to learn more and more each day, and that I was smart enough to do something other than paint or work at a hardware store.

Most important of all, my wife taught me that I was smart enough, and that the limits I saw for myself based on what I had been told when I was younger simply was not truthful. My time in the trades as a painter taught me that hard work, a strong work ethic, and persistence are sometimes worth more than any 101 course at an early age, when I may not have known exactly what it was I wanted to be doing after college.

My counselor had been mistaken, a few years later I would be paying for an apartment in Chicago, and a Mortgage in Cleveland. I was not homeless after all, at that time I had two homes and was flying back and forth between them on weekends.

My path to being an Effects Artist at Epic Games is by no means a straight one. I originally wanted to be a level designer or environment artist. There were plenty of challenges along the way, but I think it is obvious to me now. If I can make it from being a directionless, lost, obnoxious, nerdy artist in high school who barely graduated to working for Epic Games, anyone with enough talent, effort, and motivation can achieve their goals and dreams.

At the end of all this, it wasn't just Quake that really changed my life, my wife did. Quake gave me a direction to point in, and my wife picked me up and pushed me forward when I thought the road was closed to me.

In other words, to anyone wishing to work in the game industry, if I can do this, with enough effort and persistence so can you.

2011-09-22T18:14:00.003-04:00

Gears of War 3 released last week and so far the reviews coming in are very positive. I am pleased to have had the opportunity to work on such an incredible title with such a talented group of people.

There are a multitude of review sites, many of which gave Gears high scores, but I was incredibly happy to get a 5/5 stars from Giant Bomb.

Giant Bomb Gears 3 Review

I really dig the guys running the Giant Bomb site and getting such a positive review from them really puts a smile on my face. It's comparable to having an artist you really respect give a compliment.

I have not forgotten my promise to discuss some of the effects work in Gears 3, and I am working on a few items currently. Thiings slow down at Epic, but we always stay busy so it will still be a little while before I get some fresh content up here, but I promise it is coming.

Until then, go play some Gears!

Gears of War 3: Crescendo

2011-07-24T09:51:00.005-04:00

This is by far my favorite GOW3 video to date.

You can really see how we make use of the non-directional lighting in GOW3 with many of our effects. So much to look at, and the whole game is dripping with effects work in general. I am very proud of this work and the team I am now a part of.

Epic has been amazing so far.

Speaking of the non-directional lighting, I intend to take some time and do a quick blog entry on this. I realized quickly once I started writing about effects optimization that the topic was too big for a single blog entry, and honestly UDN is the best place for me to be sharing that info, especially for the benefit of our licensees.

VFX Optimization in UE3

2011-07-19T12:33:00.004-04:00

UDN has been updated with a bunch of information relating to effects performance issues.

You can find links to the main VFX Optimization page here...

The documents branch out from the main VFX Optimization page, and I made concerted efforts to link back and forth between topics.

There is a bunch of information there, as well as two new pages for Particle Parameters/Instance Parameters, and the new Collision Actor module which let's you specify per Actor collisions (kismet/matinee spawned effects where you know the actors locations in the scene)

To get into the nitty gritty of diagnosing game thread, render thread, and gpu issues dig into the Core Concepts page. For solutions to issues relating to those threads follow the I am having trouble links.

Core Concepts - diagnose issues

Getting Results - how to fix the issue once it is diagnosed

This information essentially overviews the processes we go through here at Epic when troubleshooting and getting frame rate in line.

Progress

2011-07-16T08:20:00.004-04:00

As promised in my previous post I have finally completed documentation of how Epic goes about performance analysis and optimization for effects. These documents outline multiple systems and tools within UE3 some of which are newer to UE3.

The docs are currently in the hands of the UDN/UDK editors and I hope to have them back and reviewed in the coming week. The documents are fairly long and cover core effects creation concepts, in addition to optimizations for the Game Thread, Render Thread, and GPU. I have made best attempts to cover topics and use language/descriptions which are artist friendly, while maintaining the level of technical accuracy effects work requires.

I also wrote up 2 quick tutorials outlining ParticleParameter/InstanceParameter setups, and setting up a new CollisionActor Module with an InstanceParameter on the EmitterActor placed in the scene, which allows us to reduce collision calculation costs.

Sorry for the long wait on this information, I have been busy working on Gears 3. Watch UDN, UDK, or this blog for an update very soon.

Gears of War 3

2011-05-02T23:39:00.002-04:00

Time is flying by since my last update. Much has changed in my personal and professional life, all for the better. I am currently hard at work on Gears 3 polishing up some of the most beautiful levels I have ever laid eyes on.

Once Gears 3 ships I plan to do a few posts relating specifically to performance in UE3. I have learned a ton about getting the most out of CPU based particle systems, and I have a few tricks to share once I get enough time to put it all together in a proper format.

Until then, check out the Gears 3 Beta if you haven't already. There are some pretty cool things going on FX wise, try firing your weapon into a smoke grenade...that ones for you FHoop!

Speaking of FHoop, check out his blog over here for some tips on creating flipbooks and using them in Cascade! Fred and I worked together on Singularity while at Raven, and he taught me more than he knows.

Atmospherics in Games

2010-12-06T17:10:00.006-05:00

Singularity Atmospherics from Tim Elek on Vimeo.

I have already written a developer diary entry for Raven on this topic, but in case that diary disappears in the future I thought I might put more thoughts on the matter here.

Link to the Dev Diary

During the development of Singularity (Sing) there were a ton of opportunities to really bring the environment alive through the use of VFX. I am a big fan of story driven games and I always felt like really moody atmospheres help to give the player that elusive suspension of disbelief.

In my mind VFX can strongly aid in the suspension of disbelief and aid in setting up a subconscious sense of the space for the player. I am talking about subtle effects the player may not necessarily take note of, but feel as a part of the whole experience. For instance, a thick layer of fog set low to the ground gives an almost magical feel to the environment. These effects can also give the audio team visual cues to build on which help bring the world to life. Dripping water, steam rising from a humming machine, vents blowing as heat and smoke are belched forth, wind rustling leaves through the air, kicking dust and debris off of the ground...the possibilities are endless.

In the case of Sing there was the entire "Raise the Freighter" level which gave us so many great reasons to use particle and material effects to give the player the impression that the boat was coming apart around you and ready to sink at any moment.

One consistent comparison Singularity received was to Bioshock, and I don't suspect that it is only because of game mechanics or the use of the Unreal Engine. There are many folks at Raven who were inspired by that game. As an effects artist I too felt like the level of ambiance bestowed upon Rapture by the VFX team was unique for the time, and I found it to be highly inspirational. It is no coincidence that we worked as hard as we could to make Singularity as ambient as possible.

On a more personal level Singularity was a cumulative effort based on the experience I had working on Wolfenstein. At first glance it may not be immediately obvious but there is a ton of atmospheric effects work in Wolfenstein as well. This is a video I created following the shipment of Wolf to showcase some of those location based effects.

Of course there are a ton of games starting to really sell the environments through more use of VFX and the Call of Duty series seems to be leading the way. I had the opportunity to work with the COD tools during the short stint I did on Black Ops prior to my departure from Raven.

I found the systems put in place for the COD titles to be directly geared towards getting as many effects as possible on the screen at any given time, and was impressed with the level of granularity a VFX artist had the ability to go to in order to control/limit/manipulate overdraw and CPU cost on any given effect. The only "bottleneck" in the system had to do with effects placement, it was painfully slow and counter-intuitive compared to the systems developed for previous titles I had worked on, specifically Wolfenstein and Singularity (Unreal3.)

The above videos are just a snippet of some of the atmospherics used in Sing and Wolf, but I feel strongly that VFX really are one of the keys to the future development of game environments. Once we can properly light effects and better integrate them into the world we will really start to see environments begin to come alive.

Making Changes

2010-11-25T00:32:00.002-05:00

This past August I decided to make a significant career change. Raven Software is undergoing some changes which the management of the studio feels are exciting and a good direction for the future of Raven. I wish them only the best of luck.

Ultimately I felt this new direction for Raven did not quite align with my own career goals and after much deliberation I decided it was time to move on from Raven. The reasons are numerous and mostly covered by NDA so I cannot disclose specifics.

I am however incredibly happy that my wife and I will be packing up our lives again and moving to the Raleigh, NC area so I can begin work for Epic Games.

I am incredibly excited about this opportunity and completely intimidated and nervous. I have met the entire VFX team and was impressed by each and every one of them. Looking forward there are many opportunities to learn from every person on the team and I welcome the chance to see new methodologies. Most of all I am excited to be a part of a team of artists pushing the boundaries of the technology, and it appears Epic fosters a creative environment where artists share techniques and play off of the strengths of each other.

Being an FX artist

2010-11-24T23:50:00.003-05:00

Very recently my wife was going through some of the videos on her iPhone when she came across this particular movie. After 12 years of marriage she did not need to ask me, what is this for? She just asked if I still need it.

For most of my life I have been categorized by many people outside the game industry as "weird," especially those of the female persuasion. But tonight while going through some of my emails I came across this reference and realized this sort of observational curiosity is really what separates VFX artists, and in many cases most artists from "normal people."

Now, this is by no means a new thought for me, nor is it a criticism of "normal people." I only use the term "normal" because so often I have been called "weird" for pointing out that purple color in the sky while attending a baseball game... I have realized for quite some time that I tend to notice subtleties that others might not pick up on, and in some cases with folks who are not artistic they cannot seem to get why I spend the time looking. At one point in my life I just plain stopped sharing those thoughts with anyone besides my wife, until I entered the game industry.

Some of the most talented people I have met during my time in this industry also happen to be the most observational, pointing out the "weird" things like the amount of color and saturation in a shadow, the behavior of a drop of water, or even that one strange cloud in a vast blue sky that would never "make it" in our game world where it would just look wrong. I still recall the realization one late night that every moment in film and in gaming is crafted to simulate those "special moments" in real life where the world around you just feels unique, that magic hour lasts all day and all night in our game worlds.

Why am I writing this? Because I feel strongly that it is important to take the time when that opportunity presents itself to capture the moment, to sit in the chair and look at how the edges of wine become more diffuse depending on the viewing angle to the fluid, how the color becomes more saturated as the angle changes...these are the small differences which can set great VFX apart from the crowd. I catch myself far too often jumping into an effect and getting started without proper reference because of time limitations and I feel this is when VFX tend to suffer the most.

Typically there will be something just off, timing of a flash will be too long, or too short...not enough color, the wrong color, too few components or too many. This is not rocket science, and by no means a new idea, but for me it is more of a reminder to slow down and really explore and enjoy what it is you are doing.

Random Drawings

2010-09-07T13:53:00.004-04:00

When I am not tied up creating explosions and muzzle flashes I also like to sketch and draw. I have quite a few ideas knocking around inside my head for characters, locations, stories, and entire game worlds.

Sometimes when I am waiting on a render, or data to compile I put those ideas down in a sketch book or on a sheet of printer paper. It doesn't really matter as long as I get a little bit of time to draw here and there.

Some of these are older, some are newer and different scales...some are figure drawings from observation and some are just out of my skull...

Figures from Observation

"Figurative Fireworks"

This is a character I keep coming back to...mohawk and goggles...he reminds me of Mel Gibson's sidekick in The Road Warrior.

More UDK

2010-08-30T21:46:00.007-04:00

Here is the final video of my test fireball effect. There are quite a few layers involved in the effect, many of them firing off at different times to help sell the concept of expanding energy affecting the area around the main point of impact.

This sort of secondary behavior is something I am very interested in and often times feel is lacking in lots of effects in games. We have a tendency to be so constrained by budgets it is tough to think beyond the primary effect.

fireball_test_05 from Tim Elek on Vimeo.

Just for sake of illustration here is an image of the source texture I created for the test. This version is a very compressed jpeg, the targa is much higher quality.

I mostly use a combination of painting in photoshop, photo-mashup and Maya's fluid dynamics systems to generate my art. Even if it is not an animated page there are tons of good frames in a well executed sim. Often times I even use Maya's other dynamic systems to create regular textures like noise, lens flares, halos, water surface normals, fluttering paper and fabric, the list goes on. The great part about using something like Maya to generate your texture has to do with creation of similar effects in the future, or offshoots of a particular effects look. Instead of searching for stock footage or finding images, you have a scene file that has settings you know already work. Just go in the file, tweak some values and tune the visual to what you need and re-render. Want it higher resolution? Re-render...want the lighting to be different? Re-render...want more detail in the flames? Re-render...

This process takes longer than rotoscoping some stock footage, however when were you able to take your stock footage from 300 frames to 600 frames without loosing quality? Or could you speed up the swirling in your smoke without speeding up the footage?

Maya is also not the only bag of tricks out there either, many people swear by FumeFX for Max, Houdini has an entire system, and XSI even has their new dynamics system that looks interesting.

The other upshot, if some of these systems ever make it into games (Little Big Planet uses 2d fluid sims for smoke and fire) at least you have a leg up on the technology as well.

Personal Studies in the UDK

2010-08-24T20:51:00.007-04:00

I am currently working on a new explosion effect and slowly but surely making some good progress. I have been taking videos of each sessions changes and making notes of the challenges.

Main goals
1> Better fluid renders
2> Better dissipation on main explosion fireball
3> More detail in the smoke and flame
4> Tight timing and execution on all aspects
5> A good level of depth to the particles with as little overdraw as possible
6> Do it all with less than 8 texture calls and 4 DXT 5 textures

fireball_test_04 from Tim Elek on Vimeo.

Getting a good fluid is very challenging to do from scratch. At each job I have had I began crafting explosion textures all over again because the previous employer owned the rights to the fluid containers. So in my spare time I am going to begin creating my own personal library of containers to save time in the future, and to have knowledge (each containers settings have loads of good info in them) of how I achieved specific results available to me at any time.

This is proving to be very fun, and having access to Unreal at home via the UDK is crazy helpful.

Some Concepts

2010-08-24T20:13:00.008-04:00

Being an effects artist I don't often get a good chunk of time to work on concepts. Sometimes however I have an idea I really want to illustrate, or I need to work up comps for myself so I can retain all of the ideas I want to convey in the project.

In the case of effects muzzle flashes and explosions can be so easy to just hop in the editor and start working on with no concept of relative scale. To avoid this mistake I spent some time mocking up muzzle flashes in Photoshop. I also wanted each flash to have some distinguishing characteristic that made it unique to that weapon.

All weapons of course need cause and effect visuals in order to communicate messages to the player. These are normally weapon impacts or squibs...I like to generate a visual scale reference for these items as well so I can just check my work against a concept.

Often times I need a particular look, or a visual that I cannot achieve on my own. Since I am a visual being and rely on lots of art speak with a little technical mubo-jumbo mixed in I often times paint up what I need in photoshop and then show it to more tech savvy folks like engineers or technical artists. In the case of our explosion post process (PP) for Singularity I painted up this concept to show the engineers how I wanted increased saturation, contrast, and color tinting to the scene in very specific locations, based scene depth and the impact location. You can also see the radial blur PP in this concept here.

Other times I whip up a quick painting just for fun. I cannot attest to being the greatest painter in the world, but it is usually enough for me to hand off to an Art Director who can give it to a proper concept artist if it is deemed worthy. Some of these paintings made it into games at Raven, while others weren't quite what we needed for the game.

Sometimes I have ideas that don't really relate to my discipline, but perhaps would benefit the game in some manner. This concept was an idea I had for Singularity's menu system. The idea was to use the menus to better communicate the story progression to the player. As the player progresses through the game, nodes would appear on the two timelines showing the user which timeline certain events took place. These nodes could also be used as checkpoints to allow players to go back and play sections of the game. Our story was a bit difficult to follow at times with the multiple time periods, time waves, and portals between timelines, so I thought we could utilize the menus to better inform the player experience.

This is the menu without any nodes selected.

When you highlight a menu, the player is given a list of options available at the node, and some post effects would help sell the selection.

The idea was abandoned, but this is an example of how I think about the entire project and not just the one piece of the puzzle I am tasked with doing. I like to play the game as much as possible and see how things are coming together and give feedback.

In short I enjoy doing effects immensely, but I also like to take some time away from velocity, scale, and acceleration to do some straight up artsy stuff from time to time.

2010 Show Reel

2010-07-25T20:48:00.002-04:00

Currently I am in the midst of compiling my work together from the 9-10 months I spent working on Singularity. I like to try and keep a record of the work and break it out like I did for Wolfenstein, but it takes some serious time to do this.

Visual Effects Artist Tim Elek Show Reel 2010 from Tim Elek on Vimeo.

I enjoy editing, and sometimes I wonder if I worry too much about the edit vs. what I am supposed to be showcasing. Either way I think a good VFX artist needs to have a sense of timing and a sensibility to context...I guess timing the shots to the music, and trying to contextualize the visual to what the music is doing is my justification for this reel.

Plus I try to put all of my energy into my work, and this song just happens to fit my current disposition.

As with any reel there are some effects in here that are the culmination of one or two peoples work, but each effect in this reel constitutes my work in the final form.

For example, some of the time wave effects were originally executed by another talented VFX artist who left Raven. Unfortunately the original version of this time wave was entirely too expensive bogging down the PS3 to 15-20 fps. We really liked the original intent the artist had, and it was my job to bring the particle FX into a reasonable budget while maintaining as much of the original vision as possible.

Being a lead VFX artist I do not believe that getting performance in line is the job of an intern or of a more junior person. I have heard many other technical/FX people talk like this, but I am of the opinion each member of the team is responsible for bringing their work in-line with technical limitations regardless of team hierarchy.

No one under my personal leadership/on our VFX team on Singularity had the luxury of making it shit-hot while leaving it up to someone else to get it to run.

General VFX info

2010-07-14T21:45:00.006-04:00

I thought I would throw up a quick post relating to process and just do a brain dump now that Singularity is out for the public to see. It was an interesting 9+ months and I am very proud of the work my team accomplished in such a short period of time. We were behind the 8 ball in many ways, performance in general being the biggest hurdle, but we managed to get it all finished.

The following work represents items that might have made it to production, were part of the process along the way, are tests representing my most current push to improve my work, or just never made it past the chopping block.

Often times as I am working I make efforts to take a snapshot of a moment in time during the life of an effect or scene I am working on. In this particular case I was working with Derrick Hammond on the environment side of things blocking out the path through a burning building. Derrick and I worked closely with the designer to ensure the main player path was long enough to make the player feel the space was accurate to reality, while maintaing a solid base for performance tuning.

We knew from the get go this particular area was going to be a performance challenge so we worked hard to expand the perception of space via side rooms which were unaccesible yet visible, and blown out sections of roof etc. which looked through to other areas on fire.

The fire itself was primarily rendered using a Maya Fluid sim flipbook I created for use on geo. Using geo eliminated the extra overdraw cost involved in constantly spawning a series of sprites and had zero CPU/GPU evaluation cost. I worked closely with my Tech Artist Mike Gilardi to get the right look. Mike created a material and we put our heads together to get it looking good, Mike doing the heavy lifting on the shader side with input from me.

The movie below represents one of our early tests of the scene where we were pushing to see just how many fires we could get in the scene prior to post processing.

I like this particular movie because even at this very early BSP block-out stage you can see the potential in the process we were employing, and it was at this point we knew we could accomplish our goals.

This next movie showcases some VFX rendered in a newer version of Unreal using Lightmass and finely tuned gamma settings with some additional post processing turned on.

I really enjoy working in this particular scene because the post process bloom is finely tuned and allows me to visualize a full color range in my textures. Bloom and intensity were also handled via a custom shader which allowed me to control which luminance values would receive bloom and which would not. This particular movie in my mind represents the direction I would like to see more of my work moving in the future. Finer control over the color/saturation/luminance/bloom over each sprite, over the life of the system.

Finally I am posting a quick video that I think represents any good VFX artist. I often find myself just standing at the stove staring at the steam coming from the tea kettle, or the way the water flows out of the watering can breaking up as gravity takes its effect. Lately I have been trying to capture these moments with my iPhone when I see them. My wife often times asks me if I can turn work off and I of course accommodate by putting away the phone, but I cannot seem to go through a day without noticing the most menial of environmental effects...for instance the raindrops on the window of my car, outside the grocery store...

I don't often get time to update this blog, but I think it might be fun to do some more posts relating to VFX. I have a ton of ideas relating to the industry and my particular place in it. Also working on my 2010 show-reel and getting some more Singularity work out there.

Singularity Developers Diary Entry

2010-06-23T18:38:00.004-04:00

Singularity is coming out on June 29th 2010. As part of our run-up to release I worked with many of the developers here at Raven and organized a Singularity Developer Diary site.

Prior to this effort we really did not have a good way to showcase the work going on behind the scenes here at Raven. Simply put I just ran around the studio one day, asked a bunch of folks who would be interested in doing content, asked a few of our developers with web development backgrounds if they would help design and implement the site, and organized data and people.

The link I am providing represents my contributions to the Diaries, and you can click on the page title at any time to see the rest of the entries on the site.

Singularity Developer Diary

Hope you enjoy reading about Singularity.

Raven Wolfenstein Samples 2008-2009

2010-05-28T08:08:00.006-04:00

The collection of quick movies below represents the work completed for Wolfenstein within a 1.5 year period of time. After leaving Chicago with the closure of EA, I made the move to Raven in Madison, WI. Wolfenstein presented unique challenges since it was a game that had been in production for some time, and in many ways had grown old during the development cycle. When I started on Wolfenstein the decision had to be made to abandon 3 years worth of VFX assets because the old particle system was so slow on the CPU. We simply did not have the processing power on any of the consoles to manage the overhead associated with running the old Doom FX sims.

The movies below are broken down into the main areas of FX work, in no particular order.

Several of the Effects you will see in this first reel are the combined efforts of myself and VFX artist Jeremy Mitchell. Primarily the bullet impacts and the Particle Cannon effects.

The Veil in Wolf is an alternate dimension floating on top of our world. The player can enter this dimension at the press of a button and post FX combined with particle FX help sell the experience.

Creating atmosphere and movement through the use of VFX just happens to be one of my favorite things to do. Considering my background in level design it is not surprising I enjoy working closely with designers and set dressers to help create a unique experience and mood.

Again, I enjoy working with Design, so I often times try to involve myself to help push major gameplay events with the use of particle effects.

Wolf had quite a big story, and much of it was told through the use of Bink movies. This was an opportunity for a game effects artist like myself to throw caution to the wind and go crazy with particle overdraw. Framerate doesn't matter as long as the scene will run, Bink will convert it to a video that automatically plays at 30 fps.

EA Chicago/Def Jam ICON Reel

2010-05-28T08:01:00.005-04:00

From February 2006 until November 2007 I had the priveledge to call Chicago home, and EA Chicago was my base of operations. While I am not particularly fond of Hip Hop music and the materialistic culture of Hip Hop I was drawn to this project because of the need for solid VFX. EA Chicago had just completed Fight Night Round 3 and was coming on strong when I accepted the offer to join the studio.

My time there was great, working with an entire studio filled with creative people who also knew how to have a really good time. We worked hard and we played hard. It was a sad cold day in November when the studio was closed. This reel represents the work done during my tenure with EA Chicago.

El-istration

2007-04-23T00:50:00.000-04:00

I took some time on Saturday and rode around on my bike a bit...took lots of photos, then brought them back to my apartment. Pulled them into Photoshop, comped 4 photos together into one, then yanked the whole thing into Illustrator and did some outlining work.

Here is the result...

Chicago: Wells and Lake, Loop

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I think I will do some more of these...takes considerably longer than the Nazkar images that I also intend to continue, but the process was pretty fun, even with some technical glitches where Illustrator choked on the image...The Illustrator source file resolution comes in at 7020X2620, about 97 inches long and 36 inches tall. It would be cool to print this thing out at half that size.

Loco-Motives

2007-04-21T17:30:00.000-04:00

Fugly

2007-04-21T00:45:00.000-04:00

The train rolls on. Several people have told me I should get these printed on t-shirts and sell them. The reality is, I nab photos off the internet that speak to me in some way. Usually it has something to do with the persons face, or posture...so it wouldn't be a good idea. Besides, if I just keep it for fun, it should stay fresh. I hope...

Truckin...

2007-04-11T23:39:00.000-04:00

Just trying to keep drawing, doing one of these a day if I can, I am at least trying to start one and finish the illustrator part, then perhaps get the layout done in photoshop the next day...they are taking longer and longer to do.

The Flow

2007-04-04T23:36:00.000-04:00

These seem to take longer and longer to produce, I have really begun to formulate a process that I am liking.

Passing Time...

2007-04-01T19:43:00.000-04:00

Still Going

2007-03-31T22:18:00.000-04:00

Who knows how long this creative spurt will last, for now I am having some really good fun.

Super Cheese

2007-03-31T00:45:00.000-04:00

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Can't Stop the Train Baby!

2007-03-30T00:33:00.000-04:00

More Nazkar

2007-03-28T22:46:00.000-04:00

I really am enjoying creating these crazy Nazkar designs. It is fun to play off of the the macho American muscle car attitude. This particular dude reminds me of one of my uncles, I can see him posing like this on the front of his new car, parked outside my granpa's house in Lorain.

I figure I will keep doing these designs, I really dig the theme...

Some Kind of Designs

2007-03-26T21:57:00.000-04:00

I thought I might post a few designs I had worked on in the past. Some of these are old, some of them are offshoots of things I had done some time ago that I kept messing around with.

First off is this concept for a t-shirt I was messing with for the Canadian band 3 Inches of Blood. These guys are pretty crazy old school revisiting of Iron Maiden style metal with a bit of an upgrade for modern metal junkies. This stuff is not for the feint of heart.

Next up are some designs that actually have their roots in a concept we pitched to Fisher Price back when I worked at Kaleidoscope. Fisher Price of course did not like the designs, which were honestly much more toned back compared to where I have taken them. At the time there was a big hub-bub about the new Ford Mustang and the television commercial with what's his face, Steve McQueen, driving the car...blah blah...so this got me thinking of a fake racing league titled, Nazkar...really creative I know, but I liked the designs...

I think I will dig up some more photos of Mr. McQueen and other racers and come up with some other Nazkar designs as they are pretty fun to make. I have a bunch of other design related work I did while at Kaleidoscope, but it is mostly really super corporate stuff that we did for Procter & Gamble, Fisher-Price, and Diebold... stuff that is safe for the board room or corporate presentation space, but doesn't really reflect any of my current artistic interests.

Last is an Illustrator/Photoshop combo self portrait. For some reason this reminded me of being in elementary school looking at the transparency's projected up on the wall...they always had this weird extra thick line quality...something to do with the photocopying technology of the time...

1997-2003

2007-02-13T22:41:00.000-05:00

Between the years of 1997 and 2003 I predominantly spent my free time working with a little editor called Worldcraft. Early on I spent most of my time trying to get my head wrapped around unfamiliar concepts like line of sight visibility calculations, light maps, and the general bsp process and how a node based gaming engine works. This was also my first foray into any realm of 3d manipulation, and since I never actually took a geometry course, the whole XYZ axis was new to me.

At some point in time I neglected these delightful little nuggets, and never really gave them a proper archive so that I could keep a record of all the work. It occurred to me one day while at EA Chicago discussing the old days with some co-workers that there were countless hours of devotion and effort poured into those maps, and the only record I gave them was a tiny little web page with little to no information and some crappy little thumbnails.

This entry is meant to give those maps, and this foundational time in my life as a digital artist an appropriate place, even if it is just for my own archival interests.

In general I spent much of my time back then very confused, but I really just loved the idea of building my own Quake maps and having others play them! If you head over to my old PlanetQuake site here you will find links to download all of my old Quake maps, but on this page you will only find more detailed information about the maps, as well as some larger images.

I will attempt to list the maps in the order I released them, but I am prone to errors, my memory of those times is fuzzy, and I may make of mess of things.

The Darkness Within:

I am still not certain where I came up with the ridiculous name for this map, but it is what it is and things cannot be changed now. This was the first map I released outside of my apartment, it was an okay attempt...but nothing to write home to Ma about for sure.

Perhaps the title comes from the general darkness of these particular images, the lighting in general is representative of the lighting in my earlier work...lots of dark hard outlined shadows with lots of areas filled with black, I found it to be moody at the time.

Castle Golgotha

Following what I then considered a lackluster acceptance of The Darkness Within by the then fairly active Quake custom map scene, I decided to take it upon myself to craft a series of maps so difficult that the most seasoned Quake players would cry to their mother's about how unfair these maps are.

This all seems rather ridiculous to me now, but I can still recall the severe disappointment I had when my previous map, The Darkness Within, did not blow the collective Quake community out of their socks. This time I was not going to disappoint, and I spent several weeks toiling over a start map accompanied by two brutal maps.

The game play was considered brutal, but I still lacked a really tight build quality on the second release and the lighting was still lacking.

The Occursed

For this map pack I set out to re-define my personal definition of what Quake map could be based on the original id map designs, and I think in some small way I was able to by mixing some genuine outdoor environments into the small quest like scenario I devised.

However you can see from these images that I spent so much time building and developing techniques for myself to construct the outdoor stone and interior spaces that I managed to completely slide on the lighting. I still recall one person commenting that the levels were fantastic, but he felt as if he were wading through some cosmic gloom because the lighting was so blegh...

Having gone through these levels again recently, I had to ask myself..."How did I NOT see this!?"

Coagula

At some point in either 1998 or 1999 I decided to get involved with a little Quake mod called Nehahra. During production of the mod I took small breaks from time to time just to flex my fingers and pop the old knuckles.

Coagula is one of those maps that was spawned by such a moment. I had intentions of creating my first ever multiplayer only map, but it quickly wound into a single player map, and I had so much fun creating it because of the compact scale and quick build time that I decided to create...

Coagula II: Flesh

Again I am fuzzy on the time lines here, so this one might have come out during Nehahra production, or soon there after...I am confused now so let's just say it was during or soon after!

At some point I got this crazy idea that Coagula would have a total of three maps, because odd numbers are good composition of course, and I decided I needed a theme for the names. I came up with the name Coagula by cutting the word coagulate short, so I figured that name had to do with blood or something scary like that so Coagula II got the name Flesh...and Coagula III would be called...

Coagula III: Bone

Get it! Flesh and Bone! Scary stuff right, I mean c'mon Quake was a scary game, so I had to come up with some really creative scary names here. Again Coagula III took place floating out in the void, but this time I went hog wild with the texture colors and scaled the whole thing up to a grand size so the series would go out with a bang.

I was always amazed at how much the speed running community loved the original Coagula map so I devised some trickery to make it tough for the speed runners by hiding the exit teleporter under the start area, forcing them to run from the start, all the way to the top of the map and back down...unfortunately I mis-calculated their skill level, and several runners managed a manuever I never imagined possible and jumped off the side and right into the exit...*sigh*

At some point along the line, I stopped worrying though about what folks thought of the maps, I mean I still tried to listen to constructive criticism, but I also realized that it was impossible to please all of the voices commenting on the work and I just started to have a good old time.

Which leads to...

Nehahra

Having just finished work on my first game title Def Jam: Icon I can honestly say that the development of Nehahra was the closest thing to an actual store shelf shipped title development cycle I had experienced prior to my time at EA. I spent many a late night on IRC with the rest of the dev team discussing art issues, map layouts and generally fleshing out what would happen and how things would get tied together.

In the end I did an insane number of maps for the mod, and I think each and every map suffered because I over-loaded myself by taking on too much and promising too many things to too many people, not to mention I was going to school at The Cleveland Institute of Art full-time by this point.

Even with the difficulty in the amount of content I promised, and the constant tug of C.I.A. Nehahra was still one of the best experiences, and I think this particular experience convinced me that I needed to keep pushing hard to get into the games industry.

Following the release of Nehahra to the public, I got this crazy itch to out-do the work I had done in Nehahra. I was just so dissatisfied with some of the work that I felt I really needed to make up for it with a map pack that I could be proud of. So I began work on...

Nehahra Episode III: The Tides of War

Tides of War was a resounding personal success, and I was extremely happy with the all around quality of all the maps, especially Soulstice, a map which until then I had thought impossible with the Quake engine. Luckily by this time the Quake engine was open source so I was able to use Nehahra's newer engine to get a sky box working which opened doors previously closed to me. I was also starting to get the feeling that Quake was no longer going to be a game that could support the visions for the grandiose expanses of space I wanted to create, and I began to consider moving to a newer game engine.

It was at this time I began to experiment more with large expansive outdoor environments, which just happened to time up with a small Quake mapping competition specifically geared towards outdoor maps so soon after I released.

Precipice Continuum

I really wish I had some kind of explanation for that name. I think it is possibly the best and worst name I ever came up with, all at the same time.

I think Precon was the first map I really felt like I was just completely stifled by the tools and the technical limitations of Quake. I still loved the gritty taste the game left in my mouth, but It just took too much to get things running at a decent framerate, and I was constantly sacrificing quality for speed. Quake was just too old to be doing the kinds of things I wanted to do.

Regardless a friend from the Quake mapping and coding scene Aardappel asked me to do him the honor of a custom map for his project DMSP. I liked the concept of the mod and had played a little bit of it, and thought it would not hurt to create a map catering to DMSP's frantic gameplay model.

Centripice

This map consists of several circular rooms all connected together via winding stairs and curving hallways to create a cyclical flow that has you roaming from one area only to wind up back where you spawned. There really is no linear progression as DMSP is not linear in nature, so I tried my damndest to just create an arena that flowed casually from one room to another.

Following the release of DMSP I decided that I only had one more set of Quake maps in me. I really wanted to take all of the scarier creatures from Quake's library and give them some new skins so they would have a tech look that would work with the other grunts and enforcers in the game.

By this time however I was knee deep in learning Maya and getting more frustrated with Quake's limitations by the day.

Technophobia

This was going to be my crowning acheivement, the last Quake maps I would ever create and they would be the greatest maps I would ever create for Quake. I was going to move on to Unreal 2 technology and the vast landscapes of UnrealEd would open up limitless possibilities for me...

Unfortunately I just never finished the maps.

I think the final nail in the coffin had to be the frustrating work it took to get a single planar projected skin to look semi-decent on the characters in the game, when I was doing projections on models of higher resolution at school and enjoying the process much more.

Unfortunately the two scraps of maps that remain are all that there is of this projects massive amount of potential. Looking back on it now, it really is a shame I never finished the maps, but I think some of my best brush work is in them, so I choose to show these pics.

So there it is, there might be one or two small maps missing, I know there is probably a speed mapping session .bsp or two, and a custom speedrun map I created floating around on the internet in some ancient archive somewhere, but I will let those bones lie where they are for now.